You started off solo. God suddenly sends you off to an unfamiliar road and you have to survive on your own. It is difficult and impossible. In your mind, you are not designed for hardship. But you continue the journey because apparently there is no turning point. You are stuck with uncertainty in the future. You are trying hard to survive every day but every day you had to face different things. Things that break you and mend you. You try to look for better ways and chances. But again, you are stuck with uncertainty in the future.
Days getting darker. You are holding there, watching people passing by. Watching people advancing their journey without a stumble. Watching people get comfortable with the road they have taken. You crave and pray even harder for you envy that life too. Days getting impossible to get done each day. But surprisingly, you are still surviving. But with ache, scar, and fracture that remains.
Day becomes day.
The week becomes a week.
The month becomes a month.
The year becomes a year.
And now it has been more than a year.
You had lost and you had failed many times. You move slower than everyone. You reach your destination alone. You find it hard to go forward. But let me remind you of this sweetheart. You are not late nor you are early neither. But you are very much on time. You are very much on your own time-lapse. The same goes for everyone else.
The future is full of questions. You can't foretell what's gonna happen tomorrow or the day after. All that has occurred to you, is only to make you ready for adjustments and possibilities. And sweetheart, if you are ready, nothing can scare you anymore. Because only the sky will ever be your limit.
They said a better day will come and nothing lasts forever. Forever seems promising. :)

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