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For him, that I will love in 2020 and always.





The past 365 days have been wondrous for me. My life was ordinary and quiet and it was so full of love and adventure. 

I started to learn that I can only live at the moment by appreciating what I can do with the time that I have. Being an adult, I realized the time that I have is so limited. Not so many things I can achieve but I feel so lucky for having such a charming and understanding partner. He made my year full of love. 

He never, let me feel unsure about his feeling. And he never even a second, left me upset. Whenever we argue, and all the time it wasn't his fault at all, and I'm just upset without any reason. He will call me thousands of times trying to comfort me up without any fail. And he's been doing it every day since we met. He never left the arguments. He finds solutions. He never left the relationship. He works it out together with me. He will find every way out. Anything just so that I can be happy. He sacrificed his own feelings so that I can smile. I know I sound selfish but I really am selfish. And the lucky part, he doesn't want me to say bad things about myself. He wants me to nurture myself with good words. He gives me no reason to despise him. He gives me no reason to be bitter towards him. 

I think I'm the blessedest girl on the planet. Because there is not a day, we won't end our day without smiling at each other and sleep harmoniously. Because he won't let me go to sleep unhappy, unsettled or even stress. And I mean actually, he will video call me, assured I am all smiling and happy, then he will let me go to sleep. 

What lies ahead stays out of my control. But for the next 365 days and forever, I want to always be kind, sweet and tender to him. I want to remain supportive of his dream and ambition. I want to be more proud of his achievement. When he needs a shoulder to carry the burden, I want him to have mine. Because I will do anything to make him happy too. 





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