Have you seen other people going out & about, having fun while you just sit in your room not doing anything? While others are coloring their nails with purplish metallic nail polish, all you can do is just stare at your boring nail that reciprocates with your boring life. You wish things to be just like how you wanted but your act doesn't bring you any closer to your dreams.
How can you be a lecturer if you can't talk in public? How can you be a badminton player if you never went out to practice? Is it logical for a doctor to shy away from patients? Being yourself is the best you can do. Unless being yourself is boring then honey, don't be yourself. Be someone else who is fun, who has the same exact personality as you want.
We all have the same struggle. But only those who want the best for themselves are able to create the life that they want. You might not have the courage to meet new people or to learn new things. So be someone, fake your identity to be someone who can talk. Fake your smile, your laughter, your self-identity because trust me, you can never be a fun person if you are stuck with the vessel that stops you from reaching the outside world.
Love yourself & your choice. We are given a choice in life at some point. You could fail at making the right choice & maybe you could be right. No one can be the best at making decisions. Somehow we just choose the easiest one. Because despite all the dreams & bucket lists, deep down we are scared, so all the choices are narrowing to one less scary than the other. Should I say, boring? Choose something beyond your own mind & thought. When life has given you one thing that is beyond your own imagination, TAKE IT! I say just take the leap and move forward. Because you will eventually change according to the journey that you've taken.
Know this. We can create our own personalities. We can shape it, mend it, color it with anything possible. Don't trust & don't leave anything to yourself. Take control and throw away your boring life. Do it now as immediately as you can. Because you can never imagine where would you be right now if you started a long time ago.

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