TO MY STUPID FRIEND WHO STAYS.

I might be one of the tough women. And damn I give u hard times. For all the times I thought to myself I should better walk alone. You show me the reasons why I shouldn't. And honey, I'm just warming up. For you my stupid friend. You chose me. After wise decision-making. I push u hard, and u come back harder. U pin me every time I'm shouting leave! But you stand stood strong as ever. Like u never want to leave. and you mean it. U don't want to leave me alone. Ever.

Yes, I've asked God many times. What value that I owned that I could have the heart to even call u a friend. I was in a depressed state, stressful state, sad and devastated. But there was no day that u haven't tried to call me and console me with your warm words. Words that I need to hear. But I never have the courage to say it to you.

You give me hope that I thought only exists in dreams. You tell me your fun, inspirational stories every day. You wish you could hold my hands and hug me. And don't want to let me go. You smile at me genuinely. Call me your loved ones while I'm still abandoning you, as a friend.

But through all these years, I realized, that is what friends are for. Not to leave you when they know you are no longer available for their entertainment sake. Stays with you especially when life hits you so bad. Touch your cold heart with their warm heart after the very battle between you and your own demon. Never giving up on you when you want to give up on yourself. See the pain and sorrow and give you the exact love to soothe the pain.

I'm blessed.

I'm loved.

Thank you for staying and showing up, my stupid friend.

Because you saved one soul, from falling so deep into the pit of fire that she creates herself.

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